well lets see. So many things have gone wrong today. Right now I am pissed, upset, angry, mad, sad, dissapointed, worried, and regretful at the same time. Not only are things happening with people I don't like but people I love are doing drugs! Oh yay. Let's throw away our lives. And then of course my friend is being cold hearted and all life hating again. Oh and not to mention I am sick and my mom is treating me unfairly. I should have gone to the doctor because I start coughing and can't stop or breathe. She says it's nothing... but she doesn't like me at all. My dad finally realized how abusive my mother is though. That's a plus!